Still I Cry

you smile at me with those soulless eyes,
an evil unforgiving smile.
your heart is so cold is makes me shiver,
to just think of it inside you.
you were my inspiration in life,
I looked up to you for years,
you say that I have hurt you,
yet you call me fat, thick, stupid,
you've said it so many times,
that I now believe it,
you say "who'd love a devil child,
a fat, spotty, ugly devil child?"
yet I can't bring myself to say,



"STOP!"



yet still I cry whenever you say

I love you Cass in every way.